It's my party, I'll cry if I want to
July 3rd was my 37th birthday. I celebrated by having an emotional breakdown. Hey, it’s my party, I’ll cry if I want to. I just happen to cry uncontrollably and continuously for 12 hours. Not great wracking sobs, just silent tears and anguish, hopelessness and helplessness. I remember thinking, and have since been told I told people, “Isn’t 37 years long enough?” I just wanted the pain and hurt, and anger and confusion and helplessness to end. I was just emotionally exhausted and tired of trying to hold things together and having forces beyond my control conspiring to tear it all apart.
Thank God for giving me the family I have, my sister called, my father called and my mother came and got me to the hospital to get the help I needed. At the hospital I got medication to treat the symptoms, but more importantly I got the message, loud and clear. I can not get well alone. I need help, professional help.
I started going to therapy and it’s helping a great deal. I went in emotionally exhausted and looking for myself. I was holding things together, but I was trying too hard to hold on to too much. I had to learn to let go of things that weren’t important.
I had to learn to stop trying to control my life, the out come of my life, the people in my life, the relationships in my life. I was trying too hard to get the answers the out comes, the solutions the relationships I thought I needed. I was literally trying to hold too many things together and was wearing my self out.
I was working too hard to project the image that I was fine. I was trying to be the queen among men (my sister’s phrase). I was trying too hard to get all the attention, be everyone’s sweetheart. It took me a long time (37 years) to realize that my happiness wouldn’t be found there. I had to learn to let go.
If I had to chase someone down, they weren’t going to be worth being with. If they came to me, not because of my image, but because of my personality and took the time to get to know me, that had the potential to become something.
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"I was trying to be the queen among men (my sister’s phrase)."
I never said that.
BUT, I'm glad you're doing better. I'm proud of you. Self-improvement is a big big big thing!
Love and Rockets.
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Faceprint Global Solutions (FCPG)
Current Price $0.15
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Faceprint Global Solutions (FCPG) is pleased to announce that its European partner, Keyvelop, has teamed up with IBM's Partner World Industry Networks to deliver customer software requirement solutions for the international healthcare industry.
With FGS owning the exclusive North American rights to distribute the worlds leading encryption and transmission software developed by Keyvelop, FGS is poised to capture large volumes of sales generated by customers currently using IBM's software in the healthcare and other industries.
With traceability and security now deemed a serious business priority, companies are increasingly focused on employing procedures and controls designed to ensure the authenticity, integrity and confidentiality of electronic records.
"This is a very positive move for FGS and for Keyvelop," said FGS CEO Pierre Cote. "We are very happy about the decision to go with IBM. This is a continuation of the progress made by everyone associated with FGS and its partners."
Buell Duncan, IBM's general manager of ISV & Developer Relations commented, "Collaborating with Keyvelop will ensure that we develop open solutions that are easy to maintain and cost effective for our customers in the healthcare and life sciences industry."
Among other things, this new software technology which is currently being used by a number of European healthcare companies, is used to send any file, regardless of format or size. Encryption keys, evidence of transmission integrity with fingerprint calculation, time-stamping of all actions and status record updating, pre-checking sender and receiver identities, validating file opening dates are part of Keyvelop features.
About FacePrint Global Solutions, Inc.
FGS operates a business, which develops and delivers a variety of technology solutions, including biometric software applications on smart cards and other support mediums (apometric solutions). FGS's products provide biometric solutions for identity authentication and a host of smart card- and biometrics-related hardware peripherals and software applications. Apometrix, FGS's wholly-owned subsidiary, combines on-card or in-chip multi-application management solutions with best-of-breed 'in-card matching' biometrics. Keyvelop's secure digital envelope solution and Apometrix's on-card biometrics work together to produce the winning combination in the fields of security, traceability and identity management. FGS is headquartered in Fresno, California.
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